I have been thinking too much about what could have been but was not. I must not go on like this. It will be better to forget and start again.
For now I'm getting used to my new life. It's not like I wanted but I must accept it and be grateful for what I have. My sister's help has been my lifeline. I have my own space, and love the company of my family. I must not forget that. The small pastry business we started is one reason to feel that I am useful and able to earn a living. I hope it will do very well.
Tomorrow I'm going to get a haircut. It's good for my self-esteem to feel well groomed. The next day I have an appointment with the doctor. I'll get the results of my blood tests, I hope that my cholesterol has got back to normal.
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