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Merry Xmas and Happy Holidays Daddy

Hello dad, Merry Christmas. I'm experiencing my first Christmas without you and soon to be my first New Year. I knew you were a very sick man and this day would come soon but nine days before Christmas was no where near what I imagined. I have to say Dad, it feels different. We may have been taking a drink together right about now. Instead I'm writing you from Person on a page. I'm truly going to miss you although I know your still here in spirit. I guess the vessel your soul and spirit once carried around exceeded its use. Would be nice if we could undo the traumatic damage done to our vessels to keep them healthy and strong. Or if once there was no more replenishment of our worn out and worn down bodies; well then we could just retire the old body and step into the new backup that was put away. Without having to go through reincarnation where we could carry on with the same life. Saw if life were only that easy. One day science will put an end to all this suffering and during. Wish it were on our watch. Someday may "PERFECT" resurrection will happen and we're not forgotten. When I say perfect, I mean all memories, limbs, body parts, and fluids in tact along with all the other perfection. All metals, implants, foreign objects removed. With that being said, instant repair of any damage that may occur. Dad I know this would have a long dreamers conversation between you and I. We would be drinking and enjoying it. Aww the imagination of the future that is to come. I'm gonna miss you dad. I love you. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

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grandma20121 wrote on December 25, 2015, 8:57 PM

Aww I am so sorry for your loss. I know its not easy and I will not tell you it will get better, I lost both my parents and it still hurts years later just know he is looking down over you and would you want you to be happy, again Im sorry for the loss of your dad. Merry Christmas!

lolo127 wrote on December 25, 2015, 9:27 PM

Thank you for your condolences. I'm sorry about your losses as well. Merry Christmas to you and your family. May you all continue to be blessed

wolfgirl569 wrote on December 25, 2015, 9:53 PM

I am so sorry. He is reading this now I am sure

cheri wrote on December 26, 2015, 2:46 AM

This is heartbreaking. I hope that you can still find a way to have a Merry Christmas.

LeaPea2417 wrote on January 14, 2016, 10:34 PM

I am very sorry with the loss of your Dad so near Christmas and New Years. May he rest in peace.

crowntower wrote on January 19, 2016, 4:58 AM

This is so sad, but I know that he will be much happier in heaven and enjoy there just like a kid, running and laughing without sickness or pain. God bless you a strong heart and may you always have a great outlook in life.

vanGogh wrote on January 22, 2016, 1:12 AM

now you made a grown up man cry; and thank you; that expression of longings did it