I want to start feeling better
I started taking the medication Lamictal approximately 2 weeks ago, still on 25mg per day. Next week the starter kit ups the dose to 50mg, then after 2 more weeks, 100 mg. I know I'll need a stronger dose eventually because my birth control pills decreases the effectiveness of Lamictal, but right now I just want to feel like I'm going to feel better.
Today I'm feeling pretty good so far. My room is extremely clean now... my mom's friend helped me clean out a lot of stuff and she got all the dust out. I guess I was so excited about my "new room" that I couldn't sleep. I fell asleep around 4 and woke up around 9. Meh, still feeling OK. I think today will be a good day. Hopefully.
I'm trying not to be anxious about work tomorrow. I don't think I have a reason to be. I just get randomly anxious for no reason. Sometimes I'm overly excited about work, other days I just wanna go home. My goal this week is to not take any offered VTO. I need to have a full 40 hour paycheck, ugh.
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