Music and life
So my music is coming along quite nicely, as it took a while to get to this place. I have even started to record my own voice on some of the songs which is a big improvement for me as I was always quite shy about how I sounded. But yea I feel I have progressed quite nicely, and have gotten to a point where I am less shy about it. One thing I can't stand is people who think you either have a voice or you don't. I totally disagree, I mean I think some people have an easier time with it then others but I believe with a little bit of development then anyone can become a good singer. Look doctors go to school for 10 years before their practice what make you think singing is any different. Things in life take time to develop, so take the time and give yourself patience. I will be the first to admit that I am nowhere near where I want to be vocally but I feel as if the time will come and that I just have to wait on it. But I have proven to myself that I can accomplish anything. I was once a very bad drummer and now I can hold my own on recordings, I once could not even finger a chord and now I can write pretty catchy songs that are on time and sound good. The point is that everything I thought I couldn't do I have done and become proficient at it. So if it's what you really want to do I am hear to tell you to reach out for it. You will either attain it or not and you will be no better or worse for trying, but I can guarantee that in the process of your journey you will do a little bit of self discovery.
So for me its going good right now. My wife is healthy and so am I and I really have no complaints, not even about the cold winter north. I have learnt to take things in stride and patiently wait for the prize at the end of the road and I feel it is finally paying off (metaphorically speaking, since I have spent alot of money in music and not made a cent). Music is a great thing to share and experience together, it brings people joy and that is something worthwhile to pursue. So I tell you to follow your passion and believe in yourself, you never know what tomorrow will bring, so you mine as well keep your head up. My schooling is finally coming to an end and in another 2.5 months I will be done. This is an exciting time for me because after it's all said an done I will have a good job and will be able to follow my musical ambitions closer. I cant wait to dedicate more time to music in the near future, since when I am doing it I feel life and I also feel that it is my calling in this life. But before I had no musical ability whatsoever and everything I have now I worked towards. So don't let your lack of talent stop you from trying and keep pushing on because it is worth it and so are you.