Swirling Thoughts 1/6/15
Too many things have been going through my head lately, so many that I have not been able to concentrate on any one thought.
For starters, my online writing has gone from making nothing at all in 3 years to earning $150 in a year back to nothing at all, right when I need it the most. I am debating on jumping ship before I sink and forget writing all together... Not that I would actually be jumping, because if I can't cover the cost of my internet (which my husband talked the provider to give us five more days of service after they shut me down this morning) I won't be able to write. Quite frankly, I don't see myself making $80 a month, when I can't even refer people to sites that do pay for services rendered.
Internet is the least of my problems right now. I won't have internet if I don't have a place to live... I haven't received anything yet, but I am expecting an eviction notice soon. No car, no job, no rent...
It's hard enough to start homeschooling when all my kids have ever known is the school setting, that it makes it all the harder to do with " Negative Nancy" constantly in the background saying that we are not doing enough. Topped with the fact that if they are in school, they get two free meals... No, I'm not giving up yet, but if things get any worse I may not have a choice.
There are many other thoughts as well, but these are the most pressing ones. Hopefully after a good nights rest, I'll be able to think more clearly.
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