I used to care, but things have changed.
All in all, 'Life', as we know it, is fickle.
It can lead in all directions at once or perhaps narrow choices to a handful of options. And sometimes it may give no choice at all.
I thought that all was well. I lived as though things were good and all was well. But it seems that they were not. You do not need to know the details.
All you need to know is that - Things have changed. - Bob Dylan wrote a song called that - Things have changed.
"People are crazy and times are strange I'm locked in tight, I'm outta range I used to care, but things have changed."
This is all very well, but you get the drift of this missive. - Something has happened and I am reluctant to talk about it.
I am not even sure I can talk about it.
Relationships are odd. Sometimes opposites attract and on occasion opposites detract. Love is where you find it, love is all around, love is deep, love is ... lost.
Life gives and takes away without regard for individual feeling. A wedding today a funeral tomorrow, life doesn't care. It just is.
This may sound despondant, but it isn't meant to be. Soon, I will be able to write here more often. Or at least that is what I plan. Plans of course can alter.
Give me time.