My Baby Died
Having a family is one of the most important things in life. To carry a child for the first time is very memorable for parents. As for me, I have a son and he is 7 years old now.
He has been asking why he does not have any brothers or sisters. We wanted to give the opportunity to have siblings around him. We have been trying for 2 years now.
In 2012, I found out that I was expecting and we we are very excited about it. We told our son to wait until his brother or sister comes out. After a few months, I started having back pains, however, my husband told me to be positive. Three days later, I started to panic because I was spotting the whole day.
We went to the doctor to see what was going on.
Sadly, the doctor cannot find the heart beat anymore. I was devastated. My husband told me to wait for another two years for me to be physically and mentally ready to try again.
Maybe, it happened for a reason. Life does not end in that way, I have to move on and look forward to the future.