Will I Ever Sleep Again
Here lately, whenever bedtime rolls around I start to feel panic, like I am having a heart attack all because of the B-PAP torture device I am forced to wear at night. I was going to take of photo of myself wearing the breathing mask, but I didn't want to have to post this under the horror category. Sponge Bob offered to model the mask for me, he is used to wearing a breathing mask whenever he visits his girlfriend Sandy the Squirrel.
As you can see, it is not a pretty sight, lucky for me my hubby doesn't wear his glasses to bed and therefore can't really see me in it. The mask does cause me to have a panic attack, two nights in a row now I have thought I was having a heart attack when I lay down to sleep. I called my doctor today to see if he could prescribe something to help me get to sleep, but haven't heard back from him yet.
The benefits of using the B-PAP are gong to be worth the struggle of getting used to wearing it, but it is going to take time and I can't rely on Sponge Bob to be there to help me out, he had to get back into the water before he dried out to much. I hope my doctor calls me tomorrow it is 2:15 in the morning and I have not been to bed yet because I know that dreaded face mask and machine will be waiting for me.